july 1st, 2008 10:22pm

i am more aware of existing. sounds are heard and they dictate my thoughts, pleasantly bringing the awkward.
conversations nowhere, while my mind has been in the depths of space. more interested in the people than there words. there habits formed in some distant past, lead there lives.
no mind is untouched. every awkward moment adds up and builds. our flaws more defined.
its hard to change/progress.
we are quick to suggest change for others but when i need change there is fear, but perhaps change must come on its own. we have to let change happen naturally.
being open to free thought will push your mind and something that was there before will come out. the flow of time allows growth. the thought of your past experiences enhance your being. you realize where you went wrong and expand.

we are ever changing, and always different.

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